For the week of September 30 – October 6, 2019
This is a powerful week for reconciliation, clearing, and final completion of anything hidden, avoided, or unattended to. We’re in the midst of a beautiful transmutation process, and while things might look messy at times on the surface, we’re stepping into a brand new octave of divine creation. This week’s still-pointed pause of reflection between endings and new beginning is where the magic occurs.
Every ending delivers and reveals an opportunity for new beginnings, turning the corner for a dynamic new perspective or a radical new expression. Completion requires a healthy relationship with physical results and current reality, in order to see what we need to see, find the truth in the heart of the matter, and release any attachments, assumptions, or misinterpretations. This moment of truth is what sets us free to elevate to a whole new dimension of consciousness, which wipes the karmic slate clean and returns our focus to dharmic purpose, with crystalline clarity.
The cycle of death and rebirth – or reincarnation – occurs with every breath, every heartbeat, and literally every cycle of ending and new beginning. We don’t have to physically die in order to cross the threshold of death, see beyond the veils, account for our karma and reconcile our patterns, illusions and distortions. Every time we cross that portal of truth we have an opportunity to liberate from past chronic wounds and stories, which means we have an opportunity to say YES…to start again, to choose Love, to fully participate, to elevate and refine through personal mastery…to embody our most awakened consciousness, while shedding the expired vibrational skin of our misaligned attachments and manifestations.
If we insist on repeating the past, or if we identify as our past stories and circumstances, we will attach meaning to that identity, reinforcing the gravity within the repetitive grooves, carrying the past forward onto the new blank slate. The current framework of our stories, beliefs, and identities is what attracts the scenarios, people, places, and things into our next moment like magnetic attraction. Anything unaccounted for, unexamined, or unreconciled will continue to move forward with us, again and again. Even with new possibilities right in front of us, the residue and gravity of unresolved karma perpetuates, until we awaken and liberate ourselves.
Sometimes it’s necessary to unplug in order to reboot in a fully conscious way. When we unplug, we come to completion with the current scenarios and energetic patterns, finding a still point of neutrality for reflection and reconciliation, before engaging again, thus initiating a new beginning. If we fear the moment of unplugging, if we cling and hold on for certainty and security, we can’t experience the fullness of emptiness, which is where the magic lives. As long as we’re still attached, we can’t receive the full downloads of a higher octave, beyond what our minds have considered before. Our bandwidth gets congested.
The only way to fully live is to be willing to die, as an ongoing practice. To die to ourselves, to witness the dying off of any aspect of our being that isn’t sustainable or aligned with Truth. The only way to see what’s true and sustainable is to be willing to let go again and again. Death is a doorway to a new beginning, evolution, and transformation. When we’re willing to retire the old expression, and surrender to a new manifestation, we become the master alchemists of our reality. As we surrender our personal attachments and ego’s will, in favor of divine will and a higher vision, we become conscious creators in partnership with Divine Law and Order.
This week begins on Rosh Hashanah, the Jewish New Year, which is a sacred time of reflection and reconciliation in order to purify and elevate to higher ground for a brand new year. On Monday, 9/30, we collectively experience the final day of a “9” month before moving into the “10” vibration of October. 9 symbolizes completion, and every completion opens the portal of death and rebirth as we consciously begin anew. 10 symbolizes leadership and new beginnings of a higher octave, amplified by clarity, empowered by conscious awareness. How well we navigate the pause, the still point in between death and rebirth, reflects through our next manifestation, our upcoming chapter and divine creation.
The moment of conscious pause reveals our capacity to elevate and transcend any and all circumstances, to resolve our thoughts and actions and take accountability for our karmic accrual and dharmic resolution. This is where we access the divine power to manifest a new reality, from the awakened quality of our consciousness. Start again. Observe, be mindful, take responsibility…and start again. Each time elevating and expanding through Love. We all have the power to pause, reflect, forgive, and consciously choose again, start again. We can wipe the slate clean and start again, every time we consciously breathe in Love, and let go of the past vibrational residue. Operating on a clean slate with every relationship, regardless of what the past has been.
The week begins on Monday 9/30 with a Mars Vesta manifestation, Black Moon Pluto resource, Mercury Haumea new cycle, Black Moon Venus great eliminator, Mars Sedna manifestation, Mercury Ixion resource, and Venus Pluto stepping stone. Devotion is expressed through our physical actions, not just our words. Words express intention, actions manifest results that matter. By taking responsibility for the results we’ve generated through our thoughts, words and actions, we can uncover any incongruent misalignments, and restore integrity within ourselves and all of our relationships. If we are afraid to look at our results, we won’t be able to see clearly through the lens of wholeness. The feedback we receive supports us in resurrecting the heart and honoring what matters most. If we say something matters, and yet we habitually invest our attention into various distractions and dramas, we eventually disconnect from the heart and experience loss. When we follow through with what matters most, from the heart, we manifest in alignment with our highest vision, activating our higher blueprint and purpose.
On Tuesday 10/1, the Black Moon forms a stepping stone with Jupiter, followed by a Mercury Galactic Center resource, Neptune Juno bridge, Saturn Pallas resource, Mercury Vesta great eliminator, Ceres conjunct the Great Attractor for a new cycle, Black Moon Juno bridge, Black Moon Neptune conjunction, and Mercury Sedna great eliminator. By uncovering anything at all that’s held back our greatest expansion, we liberate ourselves to express at a higher octave. The Neptune Juno bridge reveals clarity and enlightenment through the reflective lens of Unity Consciousness. There’s wisdom to be found in everything that we witness and experience. Every moment and interaction can be a teacher, if we’re willing to honor our experiences and take ownership of what we’re generating and how we’re navigating. Our revelations from personal reflection can enlighten and deliver us to a higher perspective of our divine true nature.
Wednesday 10/2 is a Black Moon Ceres stepping stone, Black Moon Pallas manifestation, Black Moon Saturn resource, Black Moon Soul Star resource, and Black Moon Earth Star manifestation. We’re being delivered by Truth, purging the shadows and debris as we pass through the birth canal. The process isn’t always comfortable or easy, births are always messy, and oftentimes rip apart the existing structures and frameworks that need to expand. Today is a day of clearing, revealing, and un-sweeping anything that’s been hidden under the rug. Like the final cleaning before move out inspection, this is a deep purge…leaving nothing unexamined, checking all the hiding spots, drawers, and closets. Everything out in the open, no attachments or hidden agendas…putting everything out on the table for review.
On Thursday 10/3, Pluto stations direct, Mercury enters Scorpio, Venus forms a bridge with Eris, the Black Moon forms a bridge with Orcus, and Mars enters Libra. Pluto went retrograde on April 24th, and has been ushering us behind the veils into our deepest inner world for some much needed “dying off” and letting go. Our hearts are now being transmuted by Love, opening back up for new creation and new life. Resurrection and reconstruction require a higher scope of vision that expands beyond the physical dimension. In order to resurrect, we must be willing to acknowledge our infiniteness, otherwise there’s no hope for anything new. The nature of the universe is change, through cycles of death and rebirth. If we lose faith in the universal laws of nature, we close our hearts down to new possibilities of new life. When our hearts are open, we can actively participate in these cycles, allowing change to awaken new consciousness, new life, and eternal Love.
Friday 10/4 is a Black Moon Sun great eliminator, Mercury Quaoar resource, and Uranus MakeMake great eliminator. Today literally clears the mirror, revealing and releasing any residue, congestion, or shadows so the mirror can reflect our brightest Light, allowing us to see our limitlessness as we awaken to our true nature. By recognizing and eliminating any fears, doubts, and insecurities, we can see ourselves and others clearly.
On Saturday 10/5, Venus conjuncts with Haumea for a new cycle, followed by a Mercury Chiron great eliminator, Venus Ixion resource, Mercury Varuna stepping stone, and Vesta Galactic Center great eliminator. Wholeness is experienced from the heart, activating the key to unification with our awakened personal mastery and communion with our divine blueprint and 5D “Christed” Self. When we can see clearly through the lens of Love, we understand that every piece and part of our journey has contributed to and collectively manifested the wholeness of this moment in time. The fire of devotion amplifies to burn away the distractions of fear based thinking, as we elevate to a much higher octave of Love. It is our personal responsibility, and our greatest contribution, to be devoted to the wholeness of each moment, and to consciously elevate through the frequency of Love in all that we do. Our conscious contribution and personal mastery benefits all beings, globally and cosmically.
And Sunday 10/6 is a Venus Vesta great eliminator, Mars Quaoar stepping stone, Venus Galactic Center resource, the Sun intersects the Nodes, forming stepping stones with the Earth Star and Soul Star Chakras, Venus forms a great eliminator with Sedna, followed by a Jupiter Juno stepping stone, and Mercury Uranus bridge. The heart releases any doubts, recommitting to the fire of devotion within. Our undivided attention and presence creates a powerful still point of equanimity, allowing us to see clearly the balance point of karma and dharma, neutralizing the historic residue and energetic charge of our stories. Awakening occurs through the conscious navigation of our stories and experiences, but we must be able to see beyond the chronic triggers and wounds.
Remember, equanimity occurs when we bring our undivided attention into the heart, activating our higher scope of Cosmic Vision. From this seat, we can receive the highest reflection of truth from the Divine Feminine cosmic record keeper. When we see ourselves clearly through this mirror, we remember who we really are, recognizing the sacred beauty and divinity of our soul, as only we can express. As we embody this truth, we free ourselves from any historic limitations, inaccurate beliefs, or misaligned patterns, shedding the old skin and allowing our divine truth to shine freely through our cells. This is our greatest transmutation, the journey from caterpillar to butterfly, the big reveal of our true nature and the unique frequency of our divine Light.
The practice this week is to find moments of stillness for pause and reflection, allowing the gravitational pull of our current “status quo” to find a neutral still point for deeper reflection and reconciliation. In that stillness, make a note of anything that needs tending to, any relationship that needs healing or clarity, and take inventory of actions, results, and what matters most. Make a promise to Self to shore up the misaligned patterns, to reconcile any relationships that feel unsettled, and take responsibility for wiping the slate clean and restoring clarity through Love. It matters that we navigate our transitions consciously, from the heart. Every ending delivers a gift of wisdom, and clears the path for a new creations.
“This love meditation is adapted from the Visuddhimagga by Buddhaghosa, a 5th century C.E. systematization of the Buddha’s teaching. We begin by practicing the love meditation on ourselves (“May I”). Until we are able to love and take care of ourselves, we cannot be much help to others. After that, we practice them on others (“May he/she/they”) – first on someone we like, then on someone neutral to us, and finally on someone who makes us suffer.
May I be peaceful, happy, and light in body and spirit.
May I be safe and free from injury.
May I be free from anger, afflictions, fear and anxiety.
May I learn to look at myself with the eyes of of understanding and love.
May I be able to recognize and touch the seeds of joy and happiness in myself.
May I learn to identify and see the sources of anger, craving, and delusion in myself.
May I know how to nourish the seeds of joy in myself every day.
May I be able to live fresh, solid, and free.
May I be free from attachment and aversion, but not indifferent.
Love is not just the intention to love, but the capacity to reduce suffering, and offer peace and happiness. The practice of love increases our forbearance, our capacity to be patient and embrace difficulties and pain. Forbearance does mean that we try to suppress pain.”
― Thích Nhất Hạnh